Excuse Me Mr Concession Man Sir.

I was walking to the studio when I saw a yellow beetle bug

I just had to take a picture since I can't hit someone ;)

Its an inside joke

Anyway,

I was wondering what is the difference between being cocky and being confident?

In my opinion, being confident is when a person has a skill or has a knowledge that others don't which would in turn give that person a sense of security and power, which could be translated as being confident

Where as being cocky is when a person that has a skill or knowledge others don't, starts flaunting it around and using that sense of security and power to get what he/she wants

I am neither cocky nor confident

My aunt would say that you tend to gain more confidence after getting more than one degree

And when you have a secure job and money to buy things

To which I do not have any of those aforementioned

I dislike those who brings people down with their words

I know that is very hypocritical of me

As I do say things to my siblings and friends as a joke

Usually friends would know that it was a joke

I don't usually prolong a joke that brings people down

I am pretty secure with my body image

I know I am not obesely fat nor am I shockingly skinny

When people who I considered as friends start calling me fat and criticizing my food intake

That I can take, but when they say I need to amp up my training cause of my so called fatness

And then criticizes me for doing so (the training)

Then doubts starts to emerge in my head

'Am I really fat? Do I need to start losing weight?'

Well you know what?

Fuck you to all those haters that pretends to be my 'friends'

I know this may sound angry

But really I'm not

I am comfortable with my body

And those who bring me down will need to be weeded out from my life

I don't need any negative energy in my life

I have enough of that from myself

Another issue

I use to bottle things up

I use to pretend I was happy when in fact I was really messed up inside

I hate it when someone I was close to or someone I love does that

Why pretend?

What would you gain out of it?

True friends and family would stick to you when they see you during your down moments

Salute hoemisters!