Wednesday, April 11, 2012

new chapter in life starts tomorrow insyaAllah
got back from overseas in one piece
not in the best physical or mental shape
still not over the fact how fast you move while im still stuck here
seeing how happy you are
makes me feel super pathetic

Friday, March 23, 2012

how do you look at the person you love knowing that you have to let them go?

For you.

i feel pathetic
but it really wont change anything

Saturday, March 17, 2012

i die a little each day waiting for you to say something
but knowing you wont
i die a little each time i stumble upon you online
knowing you were there
i die a little each time i remember you
knowing we would never have it again

i told you before and im saying it again
i dont think my heart is strong enough for this anymore

Wednesday, March 14, 2012

kind of lost
pathetic and depressed
but what do any of you care
it doesnt matter how I feel
cause if it did
someone would actually do something
to get rid of the pain
that seems to be always there
fuck i feel pathetic

Saturday, February 25, 2012

to those who reads the cookie

dont cry over someone who wont cry over you
im giving you the control you wanted.

Sunday, February 5, 2012

Everything Is Wrong.

I like watching couples who are always together interact
Always making me feel like a third wheel
Always making me feel like I can never have that any time soon
Always rubbing it in my face

I thought you would always be the one to understand me
But I guess I was wrong about it
I thought you would be there for me
I tell myself that everything is fine all the time
That nothing is wrong with everything
Apparently I can lie to myself, maybe I can successfully lie to others too