have you ever felt so disconnected with things?
or disconnected with yourself and surroundings
that what ever that happens around you
doesn't seem to matter anymore
not even yourself?
i've been feeling that lately
it's like watching a movie of yourself
and you have no control on whats going on in it
how very comforting
i hate being told what to do and what not to do
by people who think they can force me
if you ask me nicely
i would consider it
but if you don't
then shove it up your 'anus'
i feel guilty for leaving
and others have to do my workload
i like doing work
its very entertaining
to someone who has nothing better to do
than flirting with people