2.3.10

this post would be a bit different, i would probably talk a lot of crap soooo either read at your own risk or just skip it all together!

i am feeling overwhelmed by things going on with me
well not really, just at times i guess
my exams are coming up soon and i have yet to study anything
i am kind of freaking out since everyone is gearing up for it
where as i am just stoning in my room doing nothing but stare at the window
how depressing? since when did i have no life nii??
i was talking to a few people on sexism and how much of a feminist i am
i realize that when we fight or argue or debate, which ever, we tend
or rather, i tend to argue till the other person sees that i am right or just backs off
yea i am strongly-opinionated on certain things, but hey could you blame me?
i am still young, i get excitement(oh how sad ) from all these 'stimulating' arguments
i can be slightly, okay maybe a lot, close-minded on things even though i try not to
its hard to change how you already are
speaking of which, young people can be so fickle minded
or more like i can be so fickle minded when it comes to boys and girls
at time i am not sure who or what i want
can i be greedy and have everything whenever i want it?
(silence) no?
ill take that as a negative
i am confused, why must things be so confusing?
you probably thought that we were just a show, i really don't think its true
no i am not using you, sorry if you get the wrong impression
whoever you are, bak kata melayu, siapa makan cili dia terasa pedas?
well its not like you did anything wrong, but okay whatever i am confusing myself haha
let me just say here, i am sorry for hurting anyone's feelings
i don't mean to
i am still young, don't force me into commitments
actually i am getting sick with commitments
i feel like i am getting tied to a bunch of sticks and getting burn from below,
at the same time getting poke and jab by a stick (hahaha) while burning
its bullshit i am telling you
anyways, talking about bullshit,
criminal assignments and presentations are bullshits
haiyaa, must the lecturer give long ass criminal assignments then ask to find 5 cases, to which she'll choose out of one to present on, THEN wants to give one more quiz
and she wants to do it all in 1week, what the flying prunes right???
B-U-L-L-S-H-I-T

anyways, i need to go do my assignment -__-
jyeaa
salute hoes!