same ol' same ol'..
rotted at home..
played sims again..
i did went out with the girls to murni's..
that was the only highlight of the day to me..
thats the bomb!..
oh and i shall try ordering that pizza dragon thingy..
same shit different day..
rotted at home mostly..
missed going out shisha with the kids for something..
i think i am depressed..
i figured out i was being depressed..
i have all the stupid symptoms..
i am persistantly angry, irritated and mostly lost and empty..
i feel useless, pessimistic and worthless
i have major insomnia and at times oversleeping..
i dont really eat in a day anymore..
im not bullshitting here..
i really dont eat anymore..
whats the point pun..
i cant really concentrate or remember things..
AND this is the shit..
i suddenly have those suicidal thoughts..
last time i had that..
a long time ago..
i have a car..
which is today..
im going out..
need to drive fast today..
if i die..
would anyone care?
dont think so ryte?..